A really great disappointment

i dunno who still read my blog..but i am realli upset n disappointed that my ORD trip to Sydney have to put on hold becoz i cant find anyone to travel wif mi..perhaps i don have so much fren to ask along.,perhaps fren don wan to travel wif mi, perhaps they cant afford to go too...i realli save up for the trip as far from last yr Jul...save $200 to $300 per month juz hopin to fulfill my dream...dream to aust...now is will onli happen in my dreamt...haiz...i have nothin to say..mayb i dun have realli good frens around mi who understand how desirable i am hopin to aust.. i don trust anyone anymore...all are fake~~~