I hate empty promises

Haiz...i think my mood more or less affected by the work...i felt that i am not happy at all ever since i went back to SOT...i felt so lost,so borin n so useless there..firstly, is becoz i need to settle down becoz i had been in hectic life durin my attachment...my schedule is so packed tat i realli enjoyed myself..after my attachment,i am considered quite free as there are no longer 2 days work,2 day off thingy,is all abt a foe call away to ask u n work.Alot of times, i need to get back to my frens on when i am free becoz i dunno when i get off...no doubts i followed team Bravo shift, i was still throw here n there...i'm everywhere which makes mi feel lyk f***..

i felt i am so useless...no value,not impt to have mi or not in the dept...moreover, i thot i am given a chance for attachment again in Aug was a prank...i need to live tat kind of uncertainty life for another month...realli felt unhappy abt it...haiz...

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Finally, i'm back...July is the month tat i felt most sian in the year...first is to go back to SOT n live tat kind of uncertainty schedule of life..i hate tat man!! can suddenly called u up for work n those shit job..haiz...i am so upset for few days but life have to goes on...

Tis week i oso get promotion to sgt...finally another arrow at my shoulder..lolx...but i have nobody to share my joyous since most of my cols were new whom i dunno them since i was away for 4 mths..i hope that i can be out for attachment in Aug becoz i have enough of these nonsense nonsense work...hm...hehe...

Last Fri went to kai chen 21st birthday at Costa Sand..it was quite enjoyable on fri especially the so called heart attack..lolx..have fun over there...hehe..shall meet up more often...lolx...

wif my nephew(4mths) on Fri