Haiz...i think my mood more or less affected by the work...i felt that i am not happy at all ever since i went back to SOT...i felt so lost,so borin n so useless there..firstly, is becoz i need to settle down becoz i had been in hectic life durin my attachment...my schedule is so packed tat i realli enjoyed myself..after my attachment,i am considered quite free as there are no longer 2 days work,2 day off thingy,is all abt a foe call away to ask u n work.Alot of times, i need to get back to my frens on when i am free becoz i dunno when i get off...no doubts i followed team Bravo shift, i was still throw here n there...i'm everywhere which makes mi feel lyk f***..
i felt i am so useless...no value,not impt to have mi or not in the dept...moreover, i thot i am given a chance for attachment again in Aug was a prank...i need to live tat kind of uncertainty life for another month...realli felt unhappy abt it...haiz...
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